This journey in life has never bin easy there will always be good days and bad days and i offten think of the day i saw you and how i would change it if i had the chance and walkd after you and talked to you
Since then my life has bin a roller coaster of emotions and yes it would be easyer to just forget you and get on with my life but thats not how love works instead you try to learn to live with out the ones you love who arnt in your life
I can understand how it sometimes sounds when i say i love you with out even knowing you but just like the storys of books love at first sight is real it even took me by surprise but like iv said befor its a feeling that you have never had befor and the feeling answers every question you have with out asking them
And also the feelings of a heart of a angel by just looking into your eyes
Maybe love at first sight is just like empathic accuracy i think its called were my subconscious mind locks on to yours and gets all the answers it needs to know that you are the one with out saying a physical word i duno
But what i do know is i love you and i will always do even if i die a old man with out you. my heart will always belong to you no matter were my life takes me
And nothing will change how i feel about you because thats how love works its forever no matter what happens
Anyway change of subject another thing i wish i had done when i saw you is cheekd out your ass but i didn’t i was completely fixed on your eyes and face because of what i felt plus you were gorgeous so i couldn’t look anywhere eles
Anyway please keep looking after yourself during this epidemic
Love you love johnathan
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