I do wonder if you will ever read these letters one day but anything is possible
When i look back to the day i saw you and i think how beautiful you are i wouldnt be surprised that you wouldnt have other guys fighting to date you ore that your married and happy with one lucky git
But also i think about if you have a family of your own and if you do i reken you would be a fantastic mum who would do anything for your kids but just one of many reasons i wont you
But i guess more and more lately iv bin thinking of that you must be married and like iv said befor treat others how you want to be treated so if you are just remember im always hear for you no matter what even if all you can offer is friendship because i would rather see you happy as a friend than never see you happy ever at all
But i still will love you no matter what as its not like you can switch of love because its forever i will just have to learn to live with it some how
Anyway i cant offer much in life but if you need me in anyway even just as a friend to listen a lover to love anythings i am hear for you because i would rather have you in my life than not have you in my life at all
Love you lots love johnathan
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