Love letter in cyber space 23

This is the letter i never wanted to write the one i thought i wouldn’t have to write and this maybe the last letter i will ever write

Its even ironic for me because this is my 23rd letter and 23 is my lucky number but its no longer feeling lucky

I will never understand why life let you walk in and out of my life like it did because i know what i saw in your eyes i know what i felt inside your heart when i saw you at Chippenham job centre 2016

I never lied about how i felt sometime love cant be explained its a merical beyond what we can understand and even when we try to understand it then it changes to keep you on your toes

I dreamd of meeting you and hoped date after date we would get to know eatch other better and got to gether and spent time together iver going for a meal or just a romantic nite in watching a horror film on tv why we just hug and kiss

I dreamd of maybe if things went well after years maybe we got married and even maybe had children and had a happy life together

I dreamd of even just holding your hand as we went on walks

Or holding your body close to mine as we danced why i grabed your bum in a sneaky way

And i dreamd of makeing love to you morning and night

Im not perfect i have my flaws but i have a big heart and a good nature and i try my best

I dont care about money ore any sort of fame because if i had you at my side then every day i would be truly happy and self fur field because to me the meaning of life is to be happy and find love

I dont know if you are married and happy but if you are make sure he knows how lucky he is

I dont even know if you have seen these letters or ever will

But if you do just remember on your sad days when you are feeling down dont because you are loved

And you will always be in my heart and in my head no matter wich Direction of life i head in now

In someways i wish a merical would happen and you walk back in my life but i no longer believe in mericals

All i can say now is goodbye my love and you will always be part of my heart forever and maybe are next life we will meet again i hope

Love you always and forever love johnathan lewis XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOLOVEXOXOYOUXOXOXOX

TO WHO EVER ELES WHO READS MY LETTER ORE LETTERS ONE DAY. I WANT TO TELL YOU SOMETHING THE FUTURE IS NOT SET EVER DAY OF EVERY SECOND THE FUTURE CHANGES WITH THE CHOICES YOU DECIDE IN LIFE SO IF YOU SEE THE ONE AND YOU WILL KNOW WHO THEY ARE THEN MAKE A MOVE JUST TRY BECAUSE SOMETIMES IN LIFE WE ONLY GET ONE CHANCE GOOD LUCK