Love letter in cyber space 26

I have bin thinking alot lately after recent events in my life and im not the sort of person who can sit on my ass an hope for a miracle to happen.. I love you i know i love you and everything in my gut tells me you are my soul mate i dont know if you are a ss but it would explain why things are difficult for you but i cant be for sure… I also wonder do you even know that i exists … But after 6 years of only seeing you once you should realise by now that i ent faking my feelings even if i loss hope all the time and if i have to set a new plan to make this dream this fantasy a reality then thats what i will do… Dont worry nothing bad all good.. I wont tell you my new plan because actions speek louder than words…. Just remember you are the perfect women to me love you love johnathan xxxxxxx