Love letter in cyber space 49

There bin alot going on in my life but when times are hard i think of my kids who need there dad and i think of the women i love.. You.. And that gives me the strength to carry on also if im honest when im on my break at work when i go sit next to the window sometimes there are customer’s sat there and i cant sit there and it upsets me because its were i Imagine the day i saw you.. I cant pretend i understand everything thats happened lately but i know i do love you but i do ask 1 thing from you be honest with me because i will always do the same for you. I may have some questions if we ever meet but sometimes thats a good thing because all good relationships are built with strong foundations of truth and thats what i want and have believed from the start with you that you the one for me. I often remember what my mun said to the vicker when she arranging to redo there marriage that when she saw my dad for the first time she said to her self thats him hes the man im gonna marry and spend the rest of her life together and they did.. Thats how i feel about you.. Love you love johnathan xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx