Just wanted to say im thinking off you and wish you was here with me now laying on the sofia with me behind you with my arm wrapped around you holding you tyt to me as i smell you (in a non creepy way 😂) and smile because i know i have a amazing women in my arms who i dont want to let go. Maybe we mess about a little (in a non dirty way 😂) i begin to tickle you ore even try to bit your nexk (love bite 😁) or maybe you just turn around an face me and we just kiss for a wile as i hold your face with one hand but slowly move it down your body because i want to grab your ass. But unfortunately you arnt here and im on my sofia alone day dreaming of being with you. I dont know the future but i do know if some miracle happens and you enter my life i ent ever letting go not ever and are would hug you every chance i get kiss you as offen as i can and hold your hand everytime we go anywere and jump you everytime your in the mood lol. Your my strength your my weakness but most importantly your the one who stole my heart with just one look wich does make me a lil sceard of hearing your voice or seeing you naked as i think i would go weak and turn into jelly and i know you probably never heard a man say that befor but im still human i still have feelings wich i couldn’t hide if you was in front of me because you would be my fantasy come true. Were ever you are and what ever your doing stay safe sexy love johnathan xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

There bin alot going on in my life but when times are hard i think of my kids who need there dad and i think of the women i love.. You.. And that gives me the strength to carry on also if im honest when im on my break at work when i go sit next to the window sometimes there are customer’s sat there and i cant sit there and it upsets me because its were i Imagine the day i saw you.. I cant pretend i understand everything thats happened lately but i know i do love you but i do ask 1 thing from you be honest with me because i will always do the same for you. I may have some questions if we ever meet but sometimes thats a good thing because all good relationships are built with strong foundations of truth and thats what i want and have believed from the start with you that you the one for me. I often remember what my mun said to the vicker when she arranging to redo there marriage that when she saw my dad for the first time she said to her self thats him hes the man im gonna marry and spend the rest of her life together and they did.. Thats how i feel about you.. Love you love johnathan xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

I may not say it every day but your allways on my mind just wishing everyday i could say this to your face and snog you lol.. I was just thinking if you was with me today i would of put on a really scary film on purpose just to scear you into my arms lol.. I hope your safe and well wear ever you are as i do worry about you.. Also remember you are perfect the way you are sexy..i hope tomorrow you have a beautiful and happy day because I will every time i think off you love johnathan xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

I was thinking about if were together what things we would argue about and who would win and how they would win because we could argue about what we watch on tv we could argue about whos turn to make the cup of tea or coffee we could argue about whos doing the washing up ore whos turn to clean the house

But not mater what i know how you would win the argument all you have todo is look at me with them sexy eyes and put you hand on my face and kiss me deep and with passion and i would loss and give into you.

But i also have a plan to win against you i would get dressed very sexy and start to work out in front of you slowly seducing you with my outfit. I included a picture to help you imagination run wild 🤩😛 love johnathan xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Just had a feeling that i needed to remind you how very much loved you are and how special you are to me and how much your the reason i hug my pillow and imagine its you i hope your safe and well my love and i hope one day you will be in my arms with me squeezing you so tyt love you sexy xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

If you’ve ever wondered what life would be like with me then maybe i should tell you im the sort of guy that wears his socks always even to bed because i dont like feet so if you ever want a foot rub it ent happing lol. In the morning if you was leaving the bed i would gling onto with my leg rapped around you because i would want more hugs. You would have to be my hero when it comes to spiders if im honest i dont like them there sketchy and one time i was walking to the bathroom and i saw one and it shocked me that yes i screemd like a girl and the spider ran aways from me 🤷‍♂️😂. If we ever argued im the sort of person who would go out to the shops and grab some flowers and maybe chocolate and give it to you and say sorry because i don’t want you upset. If I made you a lovely meal i would look into your eyes and make a wild animal noise to turn you on quack quack🦆lol. on a positive note i dont really like chocolate so i would never pinch your chocolate 😁. i would try and get you to watch a star trek movie marathon with me lol. i would play jokes on you like sneek upstairs and hang a sheet off the light so when you go to the toilet you would screem thinking you saw a gohst lol i once piled up furniture and toys in the middle of my front room with a doll on top holding a sketchy not like a poltgist because i new my sister was dropping kids stuff off when i was at work but in the end i did take it down because i felt bad about scaring her lol. i would get my Mcdonald uniform on and get all sexy for you to turn you on because im sure my McDonald’s unform would get you hot 😂. just a few things about us what would happen if we are together cant tell you everything as its more fun for you to find out lol love you xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

If i could go back in time i wouldnt change a thing because seeing you was life changing for me in everyway i never saw you coming and i may not have you in my life ore you may be married and i mite never have you in my life but again i wouldnt change a thing i love you and always no matter what love you i wouldnt stop anything no matter if you can or cant be with me but if you are married please do me a faver and slap your husband in the face as it would make me happy 😅… Im never going anywhere even if i cant have you like i said befor i would never break you up if you are married and i cant and will not change how i feel about you. Love you 4evet love johnathan xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

I just wanted to say i love you and if i never get you in my life i will still allways love you and not chasing after you that day is one of my biggest regrets in my life… Sweet dreams sexy xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

I offten think of that day when you walked into my life and i looked up and there you wear so beautiful i couldnt keep my eyes off you omg wow are just some the words that come to mind and when you walkd out that door and i turnd around and looked out the window just so i could look at you some more because looking at you made me smile with out a single word said. just remember that day and how i looked at you because i never saw you coming and thats how you know how I feel about you is real but also if you’re ever having a bad bad always remember that you are priceless and can never be replaced and deep inside you beats the haert of an angel and i wouldnt change a thing about you because you are perfect just the way you are love johnathan xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

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As i lay in bed and think of you i just want you to know iv got my pillow next to me ready to hug and dteam its you and im gonna put my phone on top of it so im as close to you as i cam be right now sleeop tyt sexy were ever you may be right now love johnathan xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx