Never wont to lie to you so thought i would tell you what im thinking right now im thinking very dirty thoughts about you.. I want to pin you against the wall as are lips touch and as my hands start to discover every part of your body but i dont stop there i want skin on skin so i start to rip your clothes off because im to excited to wait and want to get you naked so are body’s can be closer but again i pin your naked body against the wall as are lips touch again but its not enough because i want more of you so i take your hand and lay you down on are bed as im on top of you kissing you non stop as you begin to touch me and fill my cock in your hands get hard really fast and just like a excited school boy i cant wait any longer and i gently tease you for a few seconds befor i slide my cock deep in you as we both sigh a moan of excitement and my hands hold your hands together on the bed and as i look deep into your eyes as we take every second slowly to enjoy every moment but again i cant keep away from your lips as we begin to kiss again why your arms are around me and your legs rap around me to but we have to slow down even more because i stugle to not burst inside of you because im so excited but then i pick you up and push you against the wall with yiur legs up in the air as i push in deeper and deeper as your hand hold my face as you lips kiss my lips…… Would tell you how it ends but if ive got to wait then so do you lol xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx love you xxxxxx

Always thinking of you just wish i could be lip to lip with you right now and why i was in asda i was thinking of you and something inside me said to buy you a cup so if i ever become the luckiest man in the world and get you in my life you have your first coffee cup at mine already lol im not sure you like the color but the logo is what you are to me.. Your my wonder woman xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

You are amazing

You are beautiful

Your are smart

You inspire me

You make my jaw drop and my eye light up

But also……

Just laying in bed thinking of you wish you was with me right now with my arm around you as i hug you tyt from behind. My harte is always yours i just hope and pray this dream this fantasy comes true because i would never stop smiling for the rest of my life with you in my arms. I never fought i would grow up dreaming of a fairytale love like you i guess life is full of surprises just dont tell my friends im a soppy git lol love you sexy xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Ps im forever yours no mater what xxxxxxxx xxxxxx

Im not the best at drawing but hopefully your get the point xxxx

I …. U ……..

I have bin thinking alot lately after recent events in my life and im not the sort of person who can sit on my ass an hope for a miracle to happen.. I love you i know i love you and everything in my gut tells me you are my soul mate i dont know if you are a ss but it would explain why things are difficult for you but i cant be for sure… I also wonder do you even know that i exists … But after 6 years of only seeing you once you should realise by now that i ent faking my feelings even if i loss hope all the time and if i have to set a new plan to make this dream this fantasy a reality then thats what i will do… Dont worry nothing bad all good.. I wont tell you my new plan because actions speek louder than words…. Just remember you are the perfect women to me love you love johnathan xxxxxxx

Today was like any other day just thinking of you but why i was sat on my break at work i was looking out the window thinking of you and my head began to have dirty sexy thoughts about you. I started to imagine that we were down stairs in my house and i couldn’t wait any longer i wanted you so bad so i imagined me throwing you over my shoulder but aswell as picking you up in my arms like we just got married and i took you upstairs and gently through you on my bed and lent down on you and started to kiss you why are hands held each other but then i couldn’t hold on anymore and just like a animal i began to rip your clothes off till you were naked and then we began to make love on my bed… But this was what i was thinking and dreaming why i lookd out the window on my break at work today….i dont know if its wrong to think like that but i want you so bad it drives me insain so if i ever get lucky enough to get you in my life im never letting go ever because the feelings i have for you are beyond anything i know or understand… You are my soul mate you are my fantasy but most importantly you are the one i want to spend the rest of my life with….. Love you every day xxxxx love johnathan xxxxxxxxxxxx

The years haven’t bin kind and the path has bin long and painful but one thing that has never changed is my love for you.. I have never forgot you and deep in my soul i still know you are the one and i still dream of you in my life i just hope metricals are real because you are the only women i want to be with you are the only women i want to make love to and all i took was one look just one look and i new that you are real and you are everything my harte has dreamd of i feel it when im low i feel it when i am high and you never need make up to look beautiful because you were born beautiful inside and out i just hope this dream turns into a reality because i love you and yes i need you because with you by my side i know that miracles do happen and anything is possible but most importantly you make me a better person….. Love you till the end of time love johnthan lewis ❤️❤️

This is the letter i never wanted to write the one i thought i wouldn’t have to write and this maybe the last letter i will ever write

Its even ironic for me because this is my 23rd letter and 23 is my lucky number but its no longer feeling lucky

I will never understand why life let you walk in and out of my life like it did because i know what i saw in your eyes i know what i felt inside your heart when i saw you at Chippenham job centre 2016

I never lied about how i felt sometime love cant be explained its a merical beyond what we can understand and even when we try to understand it then it changes to keep you on your toes

I dreamd of meeting you and hoped date after date we would get to know eatch other better and got to gether and spent time together iver going for a meal or just a romantic nite in watching a horror film on tv why we just hug and kiss

I dreamd of maybe if things went well after years maybe we got married and even maybe had children and had a happy life together

I dreamd of even just holding your hand as we went on walks

Or holding your body close to mine as we danced why i grabed your bum in a sneaky way

And i dreamd of makeing love to you morning and night

Im not perfect i have my flaws but i have a big heart and a good nature and i try my best

I dont care about money ore any sort of fame because if i had you at my side then every day i would be truly happy and self fur field because to me the meaning of life is to be happy and find love

I dont know if you are married and happy but if you are make sure he knows how lucky he is

I dont even know if you have seen these letters or ever will

But if you do just remember on your sad days when you are feeling down dont because you are loved

And you will always be in my heart and in my head no matter wich Direction of life i head in now

In someways i wish a merical would happen and you walk back in my life but i no longer believe in mericals

All i can say now is goodbye my love and you will always be part of my heart forever and maybe are next life we will meet again i hope

Love you always and forever love johnathan lewis XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOLOVEXOXOYOUXOXOXOX

TO WHO EVER ELES WHO READS MY LETTER ORE LETTERS ONE DAY. I WANT TO TELL YOU SOMETHING THE FUTURE IS NOT SET EVER DAY OF EVERY SECOND THE FUTURE CHANGES WITH THE CHOICES YOU DECIDE IN LIFE SO IF YOU SEE THE ONE AND YOU WILL KNOW WHO THEY ARE THEN MAKE A MOVE JUST TRY BECAUSE SOMETIMES IN LIFE WE ONLY GET ONE CHANCE GOOD LUCK

Sometimes my head is full with so much i want to say to you but sometimes i know how i feel isant complicated at all

I love you an i wish you were in my life and i need you in my life

Love johnathan xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox