I know nothing in life is guaranteed and there is always a chance i may never see you again

But that will never stop me from trying because no mater how long i look for you it will never be time wasted instead it will be time well spent even if i die a old man with out you

But i will keep fighting every day i will keep looking every day because you will always be the one no matter what and every day i will always have a hidden smile when i think of you because you make me wona smile

People always fantasy about different people but i fantasy about you every day in every way and still hug my pillow at nite in bed now and again wishing it was you

I never realised how true love felt but it makes you happy sad crazzy and any other emotions you can think of

And like iv said befor i never saw you comeing and one day there you were so miracles do happen because no matter what happens i saw you and i will never forget how beautiful you were

Just know that i never lied about how i fill and i hope one day you will realise that

You will always be the miracle iv waited for my hole life and i know life wouldnt of brought you in my life if there wasnt a chance of a future even if i have to prove im real over years of waiting and being faithful to you

I miss you

I need you because i love you

Love you every day xoxoxoxoxoxoxox love john xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO

A love letter can be anything you decide thats the right thing to say so i want you to know that my life was low i was low i felt nothing but deep pain

And then one day i saw you an my eyes lit up my head lifted up my harte begain to beat because when i saw you not only did i know true love at first sight was real or the good harte i could see through your eyes

But i also saw the most beautiful women i have ever seen who just at looking at you lifed my mind soul and body and put me back on my feet with out even trying to

And i would be crazy to give up on you because your one of a kind and no one could ever come close to you

You are and always will be the one for me and that my soul has searchd for my whole entire life

I know im not perfect like i wouldnt share my pizza or Chinese or kababs with you

I would steal your cheese cake if you left it unintended i would steal all the blanket at nite i would even snor and wake you up

But i would be perfect at never lieing to you giveing you all the love you wish i would never cheat on you and i would look you up and down every day because you make me think wwwoooowww

And every day i do worry not knowing if your ok because if anything ever happend to you it would break me because i couldnt imagine a world with out you

Always and forever on my mind LOVE YOU love johnathan xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoXXXXXOOOOO

Sometimes i can be serious and sometimes i can be fun but never let that scear you because my love for you is always real and that is what truly maters

I cant promise the world but i can promise to kick your ass at pool to always tickele you any chance i get to look you up and down every day and think wow how did i get so lucky and to always treat you like the amazing women you are

I do wonder if you think of me like i do of you and hope one day i will have the answers i seek

Untill then always stay safe because if anything ever happened to you my harte would stop

Love you for ever gorgeous and allways will be waiting for you love john oxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox

Evey day with out you in my life is hard work but i know when the day comes and i finally get to see you it will have all bin worth it

Just wish i could see you just for a hug you know its like a qwick fix to keep me going

Its funny from that day i saw you till today that my feelings havent changed even after 3 and a half years with out seeing you your still the one i love and want

But i want to be honest always because there are days i want to break down crying and there are days i fill on top of the world because of wanting and thinking of you and dont take that the wrong way i do it to myself

Its funny you could say because all you had todo was. Look at me and i was hooked for life but then again who wouldnt be if they saw you thats why i hope that you realise how amazing you are every day because if not then its my job to make. You realise you are because i dont want to. Keep my hands off you ever

Iv offten imagine what it would be like in heaven and im sure its just the same as holding you in my armsI dont care if your older then me nothing wrong with being a gilf lol and yes thats a joke because you looked about 30 to me

I hope when the day comes that you and me can find a nice place and have a slow dance together but yes its another reason i get to put my hands on you

I dont want to boar you with to much writting just remember you are the one who keeps me on a better path in life and your be the only one are be thinking of on valentines day i just hope your be thinking of me to

Love you foreve xxxxx love johnathan xxxxxxxxxmwahxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxmwahxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxmwahxxxxxxxxxxxx

my Valentine’s card early as im not gona be online that day and i want you to have befor and not after love you xoxoxoxoxox

I just wanted you to know I am always missing you and that there isn’t a day I don’t think about what it would be like to hold you

Just holding you close would bring joy to my harte and yes I wona kiss you but I would be to scared to do that

As I don’t want to scare you off because you are what I would call a proper women but if you wona kiss me then I wouldn’t stop you

Maybe I would shake a lil but that would be my nerves but that’s a good thing

I know it doesn’t make me weak and if any other guy has never realised what a drop dead gorgeous women you are and how amazing you are inside and outside then they are stupid blind fools

I hope one day we will be together because your my fantasy you are my dream women you are gorgeous and you make me wona do better in life you make me wona be a better person in life

I really never thought I could fill this way about anyone but now I know what it is to be truly in love and every day is now a blessing when I think of you

And yes I wona hold your hand all the time and yes maybe to show of a little that I’m with some one I could only dream about some one other guys wish they could be with because like iv said before you are the most amazing women to me on this plant

But also because I want you to always fill my love because you should never worry ore be sad in anyway

But no words can truly show you how I fill so I hope that one day I will get to show you in person instead

I hope you are happy and smiling still every day because you deserve to be happy

And always remember when that day comes don’t ask me to let go because I never ever wona let go of you ever

Xoxoxoxox Love you my angel love Johnathon xoxoxoxoxox

Ps- I just wanted to say again you are AMAZING AND SMILE

Bin thinking about you alot well i do every day but its hard sometimes because all i have of you is 2 images in my head the one when you walk out the door in front of me and walk out the job centet but i was mainly looking deep into your eyes you could say i was lost in paradise

And the other i waited an hoped you didnt have a car so you would walk past the window an you did so i got to see you again i guess it was my lucky day

But also by now you now how i felt when i saw you

Anyway you could say those are the only 2 photos i have of you locked safely in my head

But one day i hope to make a real photo with you with both of ouse together hugging and kissing and smiling and that photo would stay next to my bed so no mater were you are i can always wake to the image of you to start my day of in the best way

I hope you are smiling i realy do because the thought of you makes me smile but i try to hide it as im still a man and cant look to soft lol

But my harte will always be sort for you as you touchd me long ago in way i never have felt befor or after

Have a great day my love always thinking of you and the day we will be together

Love you love john

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I could rite poem after poem and love letter after love letters but the truth is i know this doesn’t show you i love you

But if you gave me the chance 1 on 1 then i would do everything in my power to make you happy i would cook you a meal i would run you a bath i would run and get you a blanket if you were cold and i would even give you a foot rub after work and im anti feet i mean i hate all feet but i would do that for you just to touch you just to make you happy in every way

I would always make sure your needs are met befor mine because seeing you smile would be so beautiful and would make me happy seeing you happy

Im not playing any games an have never played a game on you and how i fill from the first time of puppy love till now and i know you know how i truely fill

Please have faith in me and meet me and i promise to make you happy forever

And i dont wona just make you happy i want to make you fill like i fill when i think off you.

I wona make you fill like your 16 again full of happiness and love

But i can only do that and prove it with true actions face to face

I wont to be the guy that walks around town holding your hand with a big smile because your next to me i even dream of marrying you and im sorry if thats a bit forward but thats how sure i am about you

And even if i could only see you once a month i would be ok with that because my harte and love for you is more than strong enough to keep me going till the next time

All i want is you and no one eles but the next move has always bin yours so i hope you make it towards me

XxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxLove you forever love john xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

I offten imagine what its like to fill your lips on mine as we kiss softly for a long time and all i can think is heavenly feelings of pure pleasure and not wanting to stop not wanting to let go

Everytime i think of anything with you i fill deep happiness i just want to share with the world and a smile that doesn’t want to go away

And i would be lieing if i didnt say that i didnt imagine makeing love to you slowly and enjoying every moment as are bodys touch feeling so good about how it makes use both fill

But most of all just to heir your voice talking to me just feeling the sound of what you sound like and never forgetting it forever because it would stimulate my mind

I have never felt the feelings i fill about you i know your the one for me and no barriers will stop me from Makeing you the happiest women on the planet you are and alway will be worth more than any other women on this planet to me because i seen how beautiful you are soul and body

And just the thought of you makes me want to live more than anything because wakeing up to you every day just to see your smile is worth more than all the money in the world

I hope you smile every day because a women like you is once in a life time and you have no equal and because how you make me fill inside

I could pick every flower on the planet i could say every word know to mankind but nothing would even come close to how beautiful you are

I cant wait to hold you tyt and come up with every reason to never let you go because i dont ever want to let go once your in my arms

XxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxDreams do come true love johnathan Xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

There isant a day that doesnt go past that i dont think of you

I think alot of the first time i get to hug you and it brings happiness to me just putting my arms around you and never letting go evan haveing a cheeky grab of you bum at the same time

Its hard not being able to see or hold you and i draem of that day when this dream comes true alot i dream that we have a proper date that me and you go get something to eat and we get to know eatch other then we go to the cinema to watch a film of your choice

And i pull the oldest trick in the book i start yawn with my hands up in the air but as they come down my arm goes around you and you look at me as you know what i was up to but still allowed it

Also I think i know what i saw when i looked at you a harte of a angel that made you glow so bright from the inside out and you never need to were make up with me because your harte made your face more beautiful than any make up could and you would look just as beautiful in the morning wakeing up to you as you do during the day

And i hope your happy with the way you look if not i will make you fill like the most special and beautiful women in the world because its easy because i dont have to lie because you are

Just know im thinking of you always and are first hug that i dont want to end just wona hold you till time stops just like my harte did when i saw you

Love you more than words can say love john

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I cant promise you riches i cant promise i can fix all problems

But i can promise i would never cheat on you i would never lie to you i would always listen to you i would always give you all my love shard with my kids

I would do anything to make you happy and laff because you being happy would make me happy

And I would always do anything to get 5 more minutes with you even if i had to hide your car keys or let down your car tyre or fake a harte attack just to get your lips on mine and just to get more time with you

I know that not every day will be perfect but i know if i had you i would get through anything with a smile on my face and endless hope in my harte

I have had many different dreams in my life and different fantasys but you are the best dream iv ever had you are the fantasy of fantasys for my own selfish wants

I would cry if i got to hold you but that would be tears of joy that dreams do come true

I know that what i say you could say are just words but if you know me like i think you do then you know these are not just words

No matter what i truly love you with feelings i never felt befor ore could ever imagine exist that can never be truly explained

You touched me in a way with just one look and i saw the most beautiful soul on this planet so shine bright my soul mate my love

Love you more than words can say

Xxxx love johnathan xxxX