I was trying to put how much i love you and want you into words but unfortunately its impossible but i will try my best… I think about you all the time that its a hunger pain that can not be satisfied its like im starving for you in every way im starving for you to be in front of me im staving just to touch you im starving just to kiss you im starving to put my arms around you but im definitely starving to see your eyes to look deep into them again and cry with so much joy that the pain stops finely.. Lets be honest its not anywhere close to how i feel and want you its beyond gagging for you and your touch and people always say be patient but if you could look into my mind you could see that the love i have for you is real and drives me insain because you are a dream i pray to come true every single day… Im not very big on taking my pictures as i dont like the way i look but i decide i had to so you could see me even if i cant see you love johnathan xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Date 1 vs date 2 vs date 3 the wild card

I cant predict the future but i could tell you what i would do

Date one we go out for a meal but as your eating your food i get a pea or carrot and put it on the end of my fork and flick it at you on purpose just so you have to look at me with them beautiful eyes 😍😛

Or we could go to the cinema and as im sure your awear by now i would pull the old yawn arms up in the air then back down around you ass lets be honest thats were it belongs 😊😉

Date two suffocating you 😂✌️ you could be coming to mine to chill and watch a film star trek 😁 so i would run around my hole house and spray every door frame every sofia and chair and all my cloths in joop and lynx so you might find it hard to breathe 😉😂✌️but also i would spray every inch of my bed and body just incase you play your cards right you mite get lucky 😂😇

The wild card i take your hand and look you in the eyes and slowly walk you to my house and up the stairs and i bet you know what comes next 😍🤩🥰 we just lay down on the bed and hug and talk no sex

Ps i dont want you to think im full of myself or love myself because im not and i dont if im honest if you walked into my life i wouldnt know what todo what to say as its easy to say this to you behind a screen and im more likely to shake with excitement and stutter with words because i want you and love you but what i do know is if i can make you laugh then thats a good start thinking of you always sexy love johnathan xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

I just wanted to say i love you so much and wish you were with me right now and we would be in bed hugging and kissing as i dont think i would full asleep easy if i finely got you in my arms i would be to excited to have you next to me that i would just want to listen to your voice as you talk i want you so much that last night i had my spear pillow next to me hugging it and laying next to it imaging it was you. Please stay safe love you love johnathan xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

I may not be rich i may not be popular i may not be super fit (but im super sexy 🤪) but my love for you is pure my intentions for your are pure (maybe a few naughty intentions 👌👈 😇) i want you and only you and if i have you im keeping you forever i believe in anything is possible theres always a way sexy love johnathan xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Just incase you want to know what im thinking this is my widow at work when im on break and its the same window i look out of and think of you with them sexy eyes i could look at all day long stay safe sexy xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Life is full of so many temptations but you my love are the only temptation i want to give into you are the only one i want to hug to kiss to make love to. I want to lay next to you smile at you put my arms around you and keep looking into those beautiful eyes for as long as i can because i know when i think of you i want to do better i want to be better i want you to know and to feel that i wouldnt cheat on you i wouldnt lie to you well i would hide tabbco around the house lol. Maybe im selfish that i want you all to myself but if you wonder why just look in the mirror and remember your beautiful on the inside and out. If you was here right now i would act like a kid again and pick you up with you legs raped around me and my arms around you as we make out like we are both 16 again to only pause for a second to look into each others eyes and smile. If that day ever comes i think i would cry like a baby not because i would be sad but because i would be happy. Just writing this bring tears to my eyes because im imaging how it would feel to have it come true. Your always loved your always wanted your always needed and your always the women of my dreams be safe sexy love johnathan xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

The first day we meet properly i want a cup of coffee and to look into your eyes to move my hand over to yours to hold your hand and to keep looking into your eyes because thats when i know im totally satisfied because your in my life and i can feel your touch and i can see your face but i definitely will move in for a cheeky kiss because i know i couldn’t wait any longer for a kiss but i promise to try my best not to jump you but lil hard when i want you so bad its drives me crazy just don’t expect me to let you go once your in my arms because i dont ever want to let go ever xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Just incase no one has told you today your beautiful your amazing your my fantasy you my lust your the one i love the one i want to hug the one i want to pin against the wall as i look into your eyes as i try to resist kissing you as i tease you but probably wont last long as ive bin wanting to kiss you for 6 years and your the one i want in my bed with my arms around you as i hug you from behind but also hug you faceing each other as we have alot of kisses to make up for you the one i want to go cave man on and pick you up and put you over my shoulder and take upstairs and take advantage of with your permission of course but also your the one i want to lay down on the sofa as we hug and watch tv and talk random shit about life..i cant and will not change my feelings for you because i know your haert is pure and we deserve each other just dont keep me waiting forever as im gagging for every part of you. Love johnathan xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

I just wanted you to know some days are hard and some days are easy but do you know one of the reasons that keeps me holding on is the fact i dont know whats going on in life i dont know what challenges your facing right now you could be in a situation that you feel you have no choice but no matter what im here and im waiting and im praying for you im dreaming of you but also remember im not after you for your body or looks because i was so fixed on your eyes i cant remember the rest of you i just remember your beautiful inside and out and i think if your ever having a bad day just remember you are amazing to me and i cear about how your day went and also if i ever see you again i will definitely be looking you up and down properly like im gonna have you for dinner lol but in a good way and some nights i go to sleep hugging my spear pillow and imagine its you in my arms love you beyond infinity xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

I was thinking of writing santa a Christmas list and saying all i want for Christmas is you and what a good boy I’ve bin this year but then i realised i would be lieing

Because i haven’t bin a good boy because I’ve had a lot and i mean a lot of naughty thoughts about you and if im honest if santa gave me you for Christmas i would be a very very VERY BAD BOY 😉😋😘 XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX