Love letter in cyber space 57

I cant spend my life hoping and dreaming and listening to whisper of hope that you will walk into my life as it drives me crazy as im crazy for you so i will keep moving forward in life trying to live it as theres a good chance someone could use the love letters to pretend they are you and mess with me as im crazy in love gagging for you but if you are truly there and get the chance to walk into my life then please do because i would drop everything im doing that second to give you a hug and probably cry because my dream came true but dont forget im still full of questions but also love for you i cant explain the love i just know you would make me the happiest man on the plant. Ive had so many day dreams about you from coming home from work and walking up behind you why your cooking something and i put my arms around you from behind and start kissing you and you turn around and smile and start kissing me and with in 5 minutes we get naughty and you can ges the rest.. To just being a long day sat on the sofia and i lay my head on your lap and full asleep like that because im safe im happy… So if you can walk into my life do it because i love and want you and always will.. Love johnathan xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx