Love letter in cyber space 59

This will be my last love letter because i cant keep going on like this anymore its driving me crazy to want you in my arms i dont know if you are truly there or not but if im worth it I’m sure you would of made effort to truly be in my life but also if you are there but cant because of something like your job then i know i would most likely be putting pressure on you wich i dont want to because i love you and will allways want the best for you even if i will never be in your life. So i will stop searching for you i will stop talking about you and i will leav you alone not because i want to but because i love you and dont want to be the one stressing you out so this is my last message to you maybe this is a big risk as part of me hopes you will come forward if i take a step back but if not just remember i truly love you and always will. I wont say goodbye because the door is always open to you to walk into my life but what i will say is have a beautiful day believe in yourself and you are gorgeous just the way you are love johnathan lewis xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx😢